Friday, November 20, 2009

my eyes are green

my eyes are green
from the sheer jealousy i felt
the indignation
from the shame
the brutality of it all

my eyes are green
from the determination to love again
and searching for you in his arms
from the emptiness
the confusion of it all

because i forgive you
because all is fair in love and war
but we’re still at war

still
my eyes burn green
from the freedom he gives me
to experience pleasure for the sake of pleasure
i thought i’d forgotten
how delicious this could be

green because i have a secret
i secretly like this game
of loving you with no expectations
and no rules
simultaneously victorious and defeated
green

1 comment:

  1. after reading your post, i realize that mine eyes have too been green. the beauty in it lies in the various shades ranging from celadon with an end at myrtle. bittersweet life has allowed me to co-habit her green spectrum. in the final analysis, it just makes the human experience even the more richer.

    looking forward to your next post,
    choclit brown sugah

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